When the cloud of sadness came over and when the tears reached the eyelids,
my whole world turn so lonely. I ask to myself, why am i having this moment.
Why has the clouds come by,
why have my tears reached my eyelids,
why have my world turn so lonely.
Its all because of you,
If just i was wise enough to think 13 years ago.
I would have not been what am i today.
Everyday,
Every hour,
Every minute,
Every second
there is a little bit that dies in my heart just knowing the fact that im going to suffer for the rest of my life and there is nothing i would do to stop it.
Then came you,
how you changed my life from being a nothing to everything.
I would have been nothing in my life without you,
You nor I,
knows who you are
cause
yeh ek noor tha
Ek noor, means A light.
there came a light in my life,
it brightened every dark part of my life,
When i could just see the door of death,
Ek noor opened alot more doors to my life.
A life that i would appreciate and make it perfect.
Then came weather of sorrow and i was scared with loneliness.
A fear of history repeating,
Things i do unintentionally,
Things i do not know i do,
Things you may think its weird,
I have no power against it,
I WISH,
A WISH,
That ill stop doing it,
But i cant control it,
I stand
stand under the clouds,
when the clouds are crying,
I cry,
cry with the clouds,
No one,
Not you,
Not her,
Not him,
No One,
Know,
How it feels like,
to have this feeling,
a feeling that kills every second,
Seconds that meant so much to me,
If just you used seconds and thought
how your action could have affected my life,
How i would have felt today.
Let bygones be bygones,
i never hated you,
never will.
