Forever Didn't Last

Even if i tell you, 

It will never be the same, 

I always wanted, 

your attention,

The smile that feels happy,

the eyes that looks at me in sparkle. 

the expression of excitement 

why can't i feel it.

It hurts, but i still cant express my feelings, 

it hurts, why can you see it, 

it hurts,  when your kiss feels lifeless, 

it hurts, to loose all the feeling

To see you happy, 

is always what i wanted, 

to hold your hands, 

is what i crave. 

I have taken off, 

my ring,   

I just cant do it anymore, 

Is it me?

How can i tell you, 

About these feelings, 

Even if you gave it, 

Will it ever be the same,

Its time, 

for me to decide, 

I cant live like this, 

In this meaningless...